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Dark Crystals:
Alex Wukmans's third and final installment in his examination of Meth-Amphetamine
use in Houston.
By Alex Wukman
Act 1: Chris: the Student Addict
"What's in this bag will
keep you up for a month." says Chris as he reaches across a stack of
dirty laundry to grab a bulging white paper sack that rattles with pills.
Chris was diagnosed with A.D.D. which is why he does a lot of speed.
"Check this out." he says as he jumps up and over the cluttered
coffee table and onto his unmade bed. "Now where is It?" he says
as he runs a hand through his long blonde hair. "I know I saw it over
here.". He lies down and digs along the side of the wall. "Aha!"
He throws me a pill bottle.
"Read the label." he says as he picks his way past the piles of
clean and dirty laundry. The label reads:
Amphetamine 20 mg. Take one pill every six hours.
He chuckles and says "The
doctors tell me that this is different than what's sold on the street. Man
if they don't check the box on the prescription saying do not substitute you
get just basic amphetamines.".
Chris isn't your run of the mill speed freak. He's special. He just might
be a genius. In high school, he'd sleep through calculus. Once when the teacher
wanted to prove a point, she woke him up and asked him to solve the equation
on the board. He looked at the board and said"Two."
The whole class burst out laughing. The teacher, in an attempt to humor him,
silenced the class and then worked the problem. It took her fifteen minutes
and the whole black board. As she got further into the equation, her writing
became slower and more unsure. You could see the disbelief in her as she wrote
the two on the blackboard.
Everyone in the class room-football players, cheerleaders, wannabe cowboys
and the teacher-all turned and looked at this skinny, pale, longhaired, acid
head in black jeans, and worn Nine Inch Nails t-shirt.
He just raised his hand and asked if he could go back to sleep. The teacher
shook her head and said go ahead. That was senior year; after he graduated
he was admitted to Oklahoma State University with a declared major in mathematics.
He didn't make it a whole year without changing his major.
"I changed from math to economics when I kind of got stuck on one."
he says as he packs a bowl. "When I moved up there, I didn't know anybody
and the girl I got along with best ran the biggest meth lab in the state."
He kind of chuckles as he fires up the pipe.
"We had a lot of the same experiences."he says as he draws the gray
smoke into his lungs. He holds it and exhales: "So around Halloween,
I was at a party and I figured that if something is designed with 'e', the
transcendental decimal, it is appealing to the eye. Man likes order. Therefore
there has to be a pattern in 'e'." He passes the pipe. "So I wound
up staying up three weeks trying to find that pattern. I didn't have a computer,
so I was doing all the computing by hand on notebook paper. Towards the end,
I could just see the answers to equations people would bring me in their math
homework-I mean seniors-and I'd just crank it out. I was doing a lot of speed
then."
Hey, maybe speed isn't the worst thing ever devised by mankind? I mean, if
it helps a person think more clearly and stay up for three weeks trying to
find a repeating pattern in a transcendental decimal by hand it can't be all
that bad, can it?
Act 2: Mothers and 'Collateral Damage'
"I mortgaged my house
for $90,000 to put my son in rehab. He's been hospitalized 30 times in the
past year alone and he's stolen everything worth anything from me-money, jewelry-and
bought drugs with it," Margaret says as she finishes up her 6 p.m. Margaret
is a stylist. She runs a Montrose hair salon over on Morse and her son is
the street kid named John that was interviewed in the first part of this series.
"It not only destroys the user, it destroys the family." calls Jean
from the kitchen. Jean walks out and sits down on the couch. "Did you
tell him about the mortgage? She's losing her house because she tried to help
her son. I had two sons who were addicted. One went through 22 rehabs since
he was 14. He's 31 now but it finally worked."
Margaret starts layering her 6 p.m. appointment's hair. "My other son
was destroyed by watching his brother get drawn into drug addiction. He used
to be a real happy and active kid. Into skateboarding, bike riding, videogames.
Now he doesn't want to do anything."
Jean walks into the back to get shoes. She comes back with a pair of bright
pink Tiva sandals and sits on the couch. "When they get out of rehab,
the parent and all the family members believe when the addict says that he
wants to change," she says as she slides one of her feet out of her flats
and starts working it into the sandal. "But in a month's time, they're
back on the drugs."
Margaret stops cutting for a moment. "I wish you could have known John
before he got on meth. He was so smart; such a wonderful musician and he made
the prettiest artwork. It ate his soul."
Jean starts to slide her other foot into its pink sandal. "We don't need
to put these kids in jail. We need to hospitalize them. There's a help line
for AIDS, teen runaways, suicide; but what about our young drug addicts?"
Margaret turns on the blow dryer. "The only thing to stop this is state
funded long term rehab."
Jean tightens the straps on her sandals. "They had the money to build
Reliant stadium and the Toyota center but didn't have the money to fund rehab?
It's all sports, sports, sports but let's close our eyes to these young people
dying."
Act 3: Our Mayor Bill White; The Proverbial Buck-Passer
"This is a state and federal
matter. Not just a city matter," says Mayor White. He's standing before
a crowd of about three hundred people at the Midtown civic center-the building
that looks like a YMCA on West Gray. It's a town hall meeting to discuss teen
homelessness and "Stop the Enablers" as the flyer so eloquently
describes Interfaith Ministries and Covenant House.
The mayor has put in his required forty minutes and now he's leaving. But
before he goes he wants us to know that "I'm always available to talk
to members of the community. I read every e-mail and letter sent to me. I
spend about fifteen hours out of a forty hour work week just answering e-mails.
You can always call my office."
He's put away his trademark sheepish grin for a look of exasperation, "We
are working on the problem. You may not see results right away, but that's
because the investigations are undercover. Just let me assure you we are working
on it."
City Council Member Ada Edwards has some words for us as well. She wants us
to know that District D, her district, "starts in Montrose and stretches
all the way to Missouri City. It covers 144 square miles, roughly the same
size as the city of Atlanta."
All the non-profits want to
assure us that they are doing the Lord's work, and they're successful. One
of them-Montrose Street Reach I think is who the speaker said she worked for-proudly
tells the assembled crowd of home owners and civic association members that
"we have taken 150 teenagers off the street and put them in recognized
programs."
The homeowners don't think it's enough. They want action. They even have a
list of demands. It's fairly straight-forward. Out of fourteen points two
are on litter; two on waste receptacles; two on communication between the
'service providers' and the homeowners; four mention service providers signing
'a good neighbor agreement' and that the homeowners be able to enforce such
an agreement, and if the service providers aren't in compliance with this
'good neighbor agreement' they will essentially be shut down. Then there is
the one on the police enforcing the loitering law/ordinance and the last one
is about enforcing the health code at the facilities that provide food and
shelter.
Nowhere does it mention drugs. No one who spoke at the meeting mentioned drugs
either, but we can rest easy at night now that Covenant House will be required
to pick up all trash in a three block radius. I'm sure the employees of Burger
King, Taco Cabana and Diamond Shamrock will appreciate this.
Not a mention of speed or meth. Mayor White avoids it. No one uses the word
meth. Ada Edwards avoids it. No one says tweak, twack, crystal or glass. The
homeowners and the civic associations avoid it. No one mentions the kids bangin'
meth behind the record store. None of the speakers bring up the fact that
anyone can go score a bag inside of two blocks. No one talks about something
the D.E.A. considers to be an epidemic.
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